I give up.
I honestly just give up at this point.
My brain and my heart just won't work together on this. I'm constantly on the line of bisexuality and Asexuality
I can go months talking to a person and not even remotely being sexually attracted to them, then suddenly - Bam - "holy shit, they're hot"
Then that lasts a few weeks and it's gone again.
It's driving me up the fucking wall, so I give up. I'm me, I'll fall in love (and have sex with) whoever, whenever. I'm not going to let this stupid bullshit trivial labels bullshit get me any further down. I already have enough on my head as it is.
It's midnight and I've been working my arse off for the last few months and I am super tired but I am writing this before I forget about it so I can commit it to my slowly failing memory. Swear to god, if I don't put something on a calendar, on a sticky note, reblog it on my tumblr or whatever on twitter, I'll forget it, especially work related things.
HELLO TO YOU TOO INTERNET, BEEN A WHILE HUH?